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Like a far-off memory...

Sun May 17, 2009, 5:08 PM
  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: Don't Trust Me - 3oh!3
  • Reading: Everything's Eventual - Stephen King
  • Watching: Kingdom Hearts II cutscenes
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts II
  • Eating: NOTHING
  • Drinking: Water
I did it. I beat Kingdom Hearts II.

It was so hard to do, I've been trying since last summer. Not that it was hard to beat, but it was hard to bring back all my old memories.

Truth be told, I miss everyone and everything. There's not a day I don't regret leaving my old KH rp, but if I didn't I wouldn't be what I am today.

I miss all my old friends and all the memories we made together. And all these nightmares come back to me, reminding me that I screwed up. Yet, I did it to save myself from breaking again. Some people weren't to be trusted and had to get away before they ruined me.

But things are alright, because I have a handful of wonderful friens that I wouldn't trade in for the world. They seem to be fine without the old rp too, so I guess I'm just being a baby.

Still, I beat the thing, and I didn't cry, but it really hurt. And no matter what anybody says or what anybody does, no matter how much time and space twist themselves through the years, I'll always remember that I was Roxas.

And that's what kills me the most.

I'm sorry, guys. Maybe in the next life, we'll be friends again.

One Sky, One Destiny
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~IntoxThexAbyss May 17, 2009, 7:19:02 PM
You made me sad. Especially after that picture I found last night, too...

But I could nev-... it'd be too hard for me to go back to being Riku.



I like being Link dammit.

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~Roxas-Nobody-XIII May 17, 2009, 7:31:13 PM
Told you you shoulda kept it.

Not like you'd even have a chance, they're all pissed at us. But, I don't wanna go back, really, I just miss it. The fact that we can't go back to two summers ago...

I like being Marth and I like you guys more than I liked how I was treated as a KH rpr.

But sometimes, I still think I'm Roxas.

--
And alien tears will fill for him
Pity's long-broken urn,
For his mourners will be outcast men,
And outcasts always mourn. The Ballad of Reading Gaol, Oscar Wilde
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~IntoxThexAbyss May 17, 2009, 8:40:01 PM
No. I didn't want it.

Duuur. But I mean... ever. Like, with anyone.

You are Prince Marfpot de Altea. And you should be damn proud.

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~Roxas-Nobody-XIII May 19, 2009, 5:00:20 PM
Then...you're good.

*nods*

I am! *hits chest with fist* I'll pretend that didn't hurt...*small smile* I am Princess Marfpot de Altea...

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And alien tears will fill for him
Pity's long-broken urn,
For his mourners will be outcast men,
And outcasts always mourn. The Ballad of Reading Gaol, Oscar Wilde
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